T.S. Baker

Answered by people who lived it

Can God save you from addiction?

Two of the most-read recovery testimonies in American history answer yes from inside the pit. John B. Gough was a stage-struck young drunkard who signed the temperance pledge shaking, relapsed, and was carried through; Jerry McAuley, a drunkard and river thief, was transformed in prison and spent his life running a rescue mission for men like himself. Neither story skips the relapses — which is exactly why they have lasted.

Gough, still drinking — four glasses of brandy that same afternoon — resolves to sign the pledge anyway. The honesty of the account is the point; he tells you how strong the appetite remained:

If it should be the last act of my life, I will perform my promise, and sign it even though I die in the attempt, for that man has placed confidence in me, and on that account I love him.
John B. Gough, Autobiography (1845) · read the full testimony · clean edition $1.99 · free source

McAuley, a drunkard and thief since boyhood, at the end of himself in a Sing Sing cell — the prayer that was answered on the spot:

I prayed, and then I stopped; I prayed again, and stopped; but still I continued kneeling. … “and then,” said I to myself, “if I get no relief, I will never, never pray again.”
Jerry McAuley, Transformed; or, The History of a River Thief (1876) · read the full testimony · clean edition $1.99 · free source

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